The Grudge piano leadsheet with chords

I have night mares each week 'bout that Fri day in May.

One phone call from you and my en ti re world was changed.

Trust that you be trayed, con fu sion that still lin gers,

you took ev 'ry thing I loved and crushed it in be tween your fin gers.

And I doubt you ev er think a bout the dam age that you did,

but I hold on to ev 'ry de tail like my life de pends on it.

My un dy ing love,

now I hold it like a grudge,

and I hear your voice ev 'ry time that I think I'm not e nough.

And I try to be tough,

but I want to scream.

How could an y bod y do the things you did so eas i ly?

And I say I don't care,

I say that I'm fine.

But you know I can't let it go.

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long.

It takes strength to for give,

but I don't feel strong.

The ar gu ments that I've won a gainst you in my head,

in the show er, in the car and in the mir ror be fore bed.

Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm a lone

and I make you feel so guilt y.

And I fan ta size a bout a time you're a lit tle fuck ing sor ry.

And I try to un der stand why you would do this all to me.

You must be in se cure,

you must be so un hap py.

And I know in my heart,

hurt peo ple hurt peo ple.

And we both drew blood, but man,

those cuts were nev er e qual.

And I to for give, but I don't feel strong.

Ooh.

Do you feel I de served it all?

Ooh.

Your flow ers filled with vit ri ol,

you built me up to watch me fall.

You have ev 'ry thing and you still want more.

And I try to be tough,

I try to be mean,

but e ven af ter all this,

you're still ev 'ry thing to me.

And I know you don't care,

I guess that's fine.

But you know I can't let it go,

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long.

It takes strength to for give,

but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet.

It takes strength to for give,

but...